Happiness must come from within

Presenting more random psychology findings because Personality Psychology makes me feel a better than studying for CAT. Posted this yesterday night but no idea why it didn’t go through.

•  Men have higher self esteem in general, however when they examined…

View Post

Feeling superrrr queasy bleh. if I have exams every day I’ll def be able to lose weight cos I have no appetite at all.

This whole journey is like… a korean drama.  Tooo damn draggy. Time is crawling I JUST WANT IT TO BE OVER…..

Hurry upppppppppppppppppppppp I’m going bonkers

Running really makes me less restless so yay

Sad thing of the day is that manzhu restaurant has closed down from 18th nov to 24th Jan SIGH. I was so looking forward to having lunch/dinner after gymming/swimming/running in the hols.

AND it keeps raining in the afternoon. looks like it’s gonna rain now. =[ Hope this kind of weather ceases by next friday because it’s HELLO FREEDOM ON FRIDAY! Jess Tzuhsiang and I are going to shop/slack/eat/everything and anything we feel like doing right after the paper wheee. Can’t wait can’t wait. 

Can’t wait to

- play with zejun and leiya for all of saturday nights instead of having to come up to study

- reorganize my wardrobe!

- go on shoes hunt to find the shoes i’ve been wanting since forever

- watch HARRY POTTER!!

Yes this is one of the many lists, but they are going to be fulfilled soooooon!!

So the terrible week is OVER. Finally. Super therapeutic to throw out all the files and notes.

Totally am going to erase all the horrid memories.

And I didn’t freeze! My trusty heatpacks -

My sleep deficit is still increasing unfortunately, and I’ve got massive dark eye circles to show for it T.T I miss my sec1-4 10pm bedtimes and year5 10.30pm bedtime.

Went out today with mummy to borders book sale. Wasn’t that great, the MPH one was better. But FIRST TIME SETTING FOOT INTO A SHOPPING MALL SINCE EONS AGO! haha. But cramps was terrible didn’t even feel like shopping much. And now my headache is like a… I can’t even think properly to describe it! Want to sleep but there’s still lit to chiong oh well. 2 MORE WEEKS.

sighsighsigh.

Am planning to go a trip before the results are released or immediately after they are released.

- willing the countdown clock to go faster

- crossing out the days on the calendar makes you feel triumphant

- fantasizing about the greener grass on the other side all the time

- sense of satisfaction throwing out the subject’s notes

- waiting to throw away the NEXT pile of notes even before the exam

- talking about ‘after As’ in a different tone. Yknow, like IT IS COMING TRUE and not just a distant reality

16 MORE DAYS. Can you believe it? That by this week, no just TWO DAYS AWAY, I will have 3 subjects down? Omg so excited.

So. today marked the official start.

Was a bag of nerves and butterflies and elephants and jumping beans, whatever they are.

Very surreal to be sitting in the great big hall, looking at the sheets of paper, wondering about the questions behind them…

3 hours flew past and snap, that’s it.

Funny how you slog(or not) for 2 years, or 6 years, for this moment, these 20+ days and it will determine your immediate future.

I don’t say ‘your whole future’, mind, because I guess, even if it doesn’t turn out well, even though it determines your university, it will not define who you are. At least, I don’t want to let it define me or restrict me in anyway. I will still find my own way, I will still be happy with what I have.

Gonna stay positive and move on, and hope for the best for the rest of the papers.

On the bright side, have cleared my SEA history files and notes. Good riddance.

So cheers, 1 down, 8 more to go. This whole ordeal will be over soon.

Yet another daily rant! Sorry I’m HAVE SO MUCH PENT UP EMOTIONS if I don’t release somewhere, seeing that I have stopped running/swimming temporarily for ages, I’ll explode I swear.

So today was a good day =] Good morning haha

THEN mummy asked me to go shop with her. I said “NOOO LEAVE ME ALONE DON’T TEMPT ME” and she happily left the house.

Half an hour later my phone rang…

“YOU SHOULD HAVE COME. YOU SHOULD COME! I see a few dresses you might like! Come, I’ll drive you home later!”

Battled with my conscience and my mama’s voice won in like, seconds.

I FELT LIKE A FREE LITTLE BIRDIE! Stepping out of the house for non-academic reasons is just so…liberating. I’ve almost forgotten how shopping felt like so when I reached it was like, sensory overload! SO MANY CLOTHES! SO MANY PEOPLE! SO MANY SALES! SO MANY THINGS!!!

But ok, got out of there pretty fast, speed shopping is my forte! And that was probably the most exciting event in 2 months. T.T

Went for tuition after that, before that I got damn bored and did the new hairstyle I tried 2 days ago!

Funny rant by pingpong about how studying in singapore is the LEAST worth it, EVER. Our papers give us the same qualifications as those who take the EASIER June papers. Sigh. So depressing.

Ok time to mug. Freaking hungry why am I such a pig !@#$%^&*

lAm too lazy to do a proper post… super massive  headache that’s killing me bah. Shall just post the group photos for now

This officially marks the end of our DHS school life. Wow right? That we’re actually leaving this place. School has really become a second home. You practically grew up with the friends you made, with plenty of new friends along the way, and there’s more and more attachment with the school because of the times spent together with the ones you love and will always remember.

But I’m not sad, ok, maybe a little, because school life had been fun (most of the time? when we’re slacking that is). But other than the cheap canteen food, some teachers, volleyball etc, I don’t think I’ll be missing much? Because it won’t be the last time I spend time with ones I love, so yea, CAN’T WAIT FOR THE END OF A LEVELS SO THAT WE CAN ALL MEET UP AND HAVE FUN WITHOUT WORRIES! =]