ok taking a break I think i’m going nuts my head hasnt stopped having a storm in it since yesterday?! !@#&*%^&* time is running and so am i so are we god i hope we have the stamina to last through it we must. ok super tired and sad because i couldn’t play much with leiya and zejun though they are getting more and more entertaining zejun can crawl now! just that he keeps stopping and sitting after a few crawls and kinda resemble some catapillar walk or something, whatever that is. leiya is just, amusing cos she’s super hyper and climbing over a lot of things. also they like banging the piano with the feet, and zejun has some serious baby calf muscles no kidding, future soccer player or runner i think. k i feel less angsty after talking about babies wow. and bro just killed my hopes of carrying a new nephew/niece (i sound like a parent/grandparent) cos he said babies are expensive (10K to deliver a baby) and dogs are so much cheaper (0-1.5k) but even then I can’t hope to carry a fluffy cute mammal because he has no intention of keeping a dog too. SIGH. ok bye.
